Is there even a point in giving up?
Mar. 20th, 2011 01:41 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fantastic_jackieGeez. I am in so. much. pain from that simple entry earlier. The same amount as from a full day of work. Except it took me over 45 minutes to type out. Lengthy but nowhere near 8 hours.
I can't do didly squat.
It's been a month like this, and still no improvement.
Apparently it will be a very long while before I'm able to type, write, read a book, use a mouse, point, eat, get dressed, play video games, drive, open things, or do anything whatsoever normally, let alone pain free.
It's been a month since I was able to engage in any sort of true stress relief.
I have no idea what to do now. Everything is long term relief - managing after it's under control. I can't get to that point. I still have to work.
I can't do didly squat.
It's been a month like this, and still no improvement.
Apparently it will be a very long while before I'm able to type, write, read a book, use a mouse, point, eat, get dressed, play video games, drive, open things, or do anything whatsoever normally, let alone pain free.
It's been a month since I was able to engage in any sort of true stress relief.
I have no idea what to do now. Everything is long term relief - managing after it's under control. I can't get to that point. I still have to work.
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Date: 2011-03-22 05:49 am (UTC)