Is there even a point in giving up?

Geez. I am in so. much. pain from that simple entry earlier. The same amount as from a full day of work. Except it took me over 45 minutes to type out. Lengthy but nowhere near 8 hours.

I can't do didly squat.

It's been a month like this, and still no improvement.

Apparently it will be a very long while before I'm able to type, write, read a book, use a mouse, point, eat, get dressed, play video games, drive, open things, or do anything whatsoever normally, let alone pain free.

It's been a month since I was able to engage in any sort of true stress relief.

I have no idea what to do now. Everything is long term relief - managing after it's under control. I can't get to that point. I still have to work.