Is there even a point in giving up?

[fantastic_jackie]

Geez. I am in so. much. pain from that simple entry earlier. The same amount as from a full day of work. Except it took me over 45 minutes to type out. Lengthy but nowhere near 8 hours.

I can't do didly squat.

It's been a month like this, and still no improvement.

Apparently it will be a very long while before I'm able to type, write, read a book, use a mouse, point, eat, get dressed, play video games, drive, open things, or do anything whatsoever normally, let alone pain free.

It's been a month since I was able to engage in any sort of true stress relief.

I have no idea what to do now. Everything is long term relief - managing after it's under control. I can't get to that point. I still have to work.

Comments

[spockside]

*hugs*

Can you take disability leave while you sort it out??

[patriot-jackie.livejournal.com]

I'm...not gonna hold my breath.

Aside from the fact that the company affords us spectacular benefits, the problem is actually getting them. At least in the area of health issues...

I will be trying, though. Last time it took me over 2 months to get over it, and I just can't handle that again. I'll end up with permanent damage if I keep going through these cycles, which are becoming more frequent.

...Oh, but your icon makes me feel soooo much better. ;D I think I'll watch Iron Man. Again. XD

[gilpin25.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. I've only had tendonitis on its own and it is truly miserable, impacting on work, play, and most of trying to rest with it as well. Do hope you can get something sorted out re work as it sounds like the last thing you should be coping with right now.

*hugs*

[patriot-jackie.livejournal.com]

Well, here's hoping that today isn't a fluke! I dunno what triggered things to turn so abruptly, but I'll take it!