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fantastic_jackie) wrote2011-03-20 01:41 am
fantastic_jackie) wrote2011-03-20 01:41 am
Is there even a point in giving up?
Geez. I am in so. much. pain from that simple entry earlier. The same amount as from a full day of work. Except it took me over 45 minutes to type out. Lengthy but nowhere near 8 hours.
I can't do didly squat.
It's been a month like this, and still no improvement.
Apparently it will be a very long while before I'm able to type, write, read a book, use a mouse, point, eat, get dressed, play video games, drive, open things, or do anything whatsoever normally, let alone pain free.
It's been a month since I was able to engage in any sort of true stress relief.
I have no idea what to do now. Everything is long term relief - managing after it's under control. I can't get to that point. I still have to work.
I can't do didly squat.
It's been a month like this, and still no improvement.
Apparently it will be a very long while before I'm able to type, write, read a book, use a mouse, point, eat, get dressed, play video games, drive, open things, or do anything whatsoever normally, let alone pain free.
It's been a month since I was able to engage in any sort of true stress relief.
I have no idea what to do now. Everything is long term relief - managing after it's under control. I can't get to that point. I still have to work.
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Can you take disability leave while you sort it out??
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Aside from the fact that the company affords us spectacular benefits, the problem is actually getting them. At least in the area of health issues...
I will be trying, though. Last time it took me over 2 months to get over it, and I just can't handle that again. I'll end up with permanent damage if I keep going through these cycles, which are becoming more frequent.
...Oh, but your icon makes me feel soooo much better. ;D I think I'll watch Iron Man. Again. XD